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After a while it was clear he was bringing up racially sensitive subjects to bait me into sominant him, but I stopped that by forbidding him from talking about race. He was a bratty sub who frequently tried to exert control by doing things he knew would require punishment or trying to manipulate me to get out of punishments, something called "topping from the bottom.

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And I preferred rewarding him with praise and permission to touch me rather than punishing him, mainly because humiliating him with verbal abuse didn't arouse me. He wanted to be spanked and insulted so he would push until I had no choice but to retaliate.

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Despite all of this, I still felt like I had no idea what I was doing — but I was learning. I watched more videos online, joined FetLife an online community dedicated to Single White College guy seeking a dominant mistress fetishesfound a mentor through Twitter, and asked questions.

Through FetLife, I learned that the local men who were masters or dominants were almost all white and the language in their profiles frequently set off my internal racist alarms. I saw one man with a picture of a Confederate flag belt buckle he used for flogging.

The most popular local club, or "professional dungeon," lists in its code of conduct that "respect should always be accorded to every individual…" but when I'd see the expected attendees for gatherings, I'd cringe at how few people of color seemed to be present.

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There were some black men who Whitr doms, but based on their profiles, they were masters of primarily white women. If I'd reached out to them, I think I would've been ignored or rejected.

I didn't feel like I'd be safe or respected if I tried to attend one of the gatherings — not as someone new to the life and definitely not as a black woman. I tried to find local black women dommes, but the majority of the black women I found were subs and slaves, who subjected themselves to race play — being called nigger, or acting as maids or breeders.

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The few dommes I did see were fairly hardcore, their profiles filled with images of them in latex and stacked heels, whips gleaming in their hands. I was too intimidated to approach them for mentorship. And I knew that wasn't the kind of domme I wanted to be. So I lived Single White College guy seeking a dominant mistress, researching how to handle male subs.

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There's something very freeing about that. Meanwhile I had to put him on a schedule — when to wake up, when to contact me, when to go to bed.

I had to tell him what to wear, distribute punishments and rewards, figure out ways he could be of service. Imagine being a teacher and creating lesson plans then grading all day, every day, without break. It was slightly exhausting; his need to be controlled was controlling me. Being someone's mistress was more work than I'd anticipated, and I was no longer sure how sustainable it was for me.

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Soon our schedules were in conflict, and it became a chore to see each other. I also began to resent how it felt like his need for a domme was taking over my life. He began to throw more tantrums, upset at the lack of time we were spending together. My knee-jerk reaction, habit from Nude sexual in colombo more traditional relationships, was to try to give him what he wanted.

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So I told him to move on and find someone more willing to devote the time he clearly needed. Since then, North Yorkshire horny women started a new relationship that follows more traditional roles, but there are parts of myself that playing a domme unleashed that can't be bottled up again.

I'm much more confident voicing displeasure, as well as satisfaction. Being Single White College guy seeking a dominant mistress Baby Sub gave me permission to explore parts of myself I'd previously denied and now I feel comfortable revisiting those areas in subsequent relationships.

I've also learned that when people call it a lifestyle, they really mean it.

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Taking on dominant and submissive roles is so much more than tying someone up or wanting to be spanked. It can consume you, and you must be ready to handle the responsibilities that come with your positions. I still lurk at FetLife. I have a few favorite boards and found a few kinks I didn't know had names. But unless I can find a local black woman domme to mentor me in person, I definitely won't attend any clubs here in town.

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And I can't see myself pursuing becoming a domme more seriously. My Twitter mentor told me I'm horrible at establishing boundaries, and she was right. Baby Sub and I sometimes hung out in public, going to the movies or out to dinner. Again — I had no idea what I was doing.

Going out together gave the appearance Single White College guy seeking a dominant mistress we were a "real couple" and let Baby Sub Beautiful ladies looking seduction Biloxi he had a more significant status than he actually did.

It was a rookie mistake my mentor often fussed at me about.

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However, Baby Sub and I left things slightly vague. If I texted him today, telling him to put on the lavender panties and wait for me, he'd do it.

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